Australia’s Adult Cyber Abuse Scheme Kicks Off Soon, Here’s What to Expect

2022.01.21 02:31 LolaHunt Australia’s Adult Cyber Abuse Scheme Kicks Off Soon, Here’s What to Expect

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I really want to try CBD for my back pain,nerve pain and such .also depression and anxiety. I work so I don't need to be too sleepy after taking it .which form ,brand,and mg should I try?
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2022.01.21 02:31 NaadirAnsari Mark talks about VSauce a few time in Distractible

I cant name a few but for example he mentioned the Cognitive Tradeoff Hypothesis
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2022.01.21 02:31 Nedunjeliyan-II Today 161st Temple demolished in TN since this DMK Regime took over. Temple no 161 - Madurai Munniyandi Temple 🌚

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2022.01.21 02:31 joesen_one Girls' Generation - 'Into the New World' (Remastered MV)

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2022.01.21 02:31 doctor-spunky Is Houston, Dallas, or Austin a better place for new copywriters to get their start?

Hi everyone, I plan on working in an agency in Texas once I graduate from university, and I was wondering which of the 3 major cities has more job opportunities for copywriters/better pay. If anyone has experience in one or more of these cities, I'd greatly appreciate your input.
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2022.01.21 02:31 CandleNo8473 It's terrifying to think that without him I would have taken someone's life

Today something reminded me of a childhood friend. Would I consider him a crush? A bit. I don't know why it popped into my mind at such a time, but I have no one to share this too, that's my fault. I can't thank him and I probably won't see him again. I'm leaving this place in a few years. I've posted this story a couple of times loosely and unorganized. It's a long story. Embarrassing and boring. But if I ever see him again I'm going to thank him, writing it down is helpful, I just want to share with someone. If you saw this already, hello again haha. It is technically a repost.
Honestly, I don't know how to start. It's weird for me to share a story that I haven't told anyone in real life.
When I was a child I was abused. Phisically, hitting, verbally, and neglected. I remember there was a boy in my class, we were the only east Asians. This was when I was about 7 and we were friends for about 3 years before we left that shitty school. I thought that this boy was the prettiest girl in class, he had see through bangs and short hair, bob cut? Idk how to describe it. We had similar last names. So we were sat next to eachother during computer lab.
When I was a kid, I had mild anger issues, I hated when people touched me, I still do, it reminds me of when I was hit and I still have some anger issues, only for those who raised me though. So before he tapped me on the shoulder I already noticed and immediately faced him. Flinching. Probably wide eyed. He asked me how to log into the website we were using. So I just showed him my computer screen and typed in my name and password showing him the card. I didn't know he was a boy at the time so it was easier for me to communicate lol. He typed in my name and password and logged into my account. Now, I was pretty annoyed. It was something so trivial and I acted on impulse. It's so stupid to get annoyed over haha. I ended up rolling my chair over to his computer and our legs were brushing eachothers I pointed at his card and explained how to do it by typing his name in and password.
I logged out of his account and told him to try. He did it and I remember how excited he looked over doing something like that. I found it stupid, but when he grinned at me and jumped in his seat I couldn't get angry. And scooted away. As I worked on the assignment, I glanced to my side and saw his eyes staring at me just above the computer box thing. The second we made eye contact he looked away. I teachers looking at us.
The boy liked parkour, b boying, not things I liked, but we shared intrests in drawing, pokemon, dbz, and books, we talked a lot. I remember once during recess we were playing tag and I saw him climb to the roof of the playground structure, I wanted to do that. I followed him. I had no knowledge of parkour but was pretty flexible. So I climbed on top of the monkey bars. I waved, but almost fell. He giggled and smiled at me. We talked for until recess was over forgetting about tag. He went to the bathroom and that's when I realized he was a boy. I was comfortable with him so it wasn't awkward for me.
We were often sat next to eachother (coincidence?) Teachers choose children's seating. Anyway, we had free choice on computers and I found a game, and he asked if he could play with me. I remember his username being 'Santa[insert random numbers]' We got in a fight once and I yelled 'Santa isn't real!' it makes me laugh remembering it. He looked at me with the most betrayed look his eyes were widened and his mouth was completely open he could've caught a fly haha. We were told to line up. And I saw his face completely dead panned. The next day I was sitting on the floor next to him and I apologized. He tapped my shoulder and looked at me dead in the face and said it's okay, I know the truth. There was no light in his eyes. Scary.
I remember getting his picture day photo and he got mine. Our moms met. She asked me if I liked a girl, I was so happy. She never said much to me. She hit me, yelled at me, never once we had a real conversation. And because of this boy, she talked to me.
The boy and I talked more. I was never confident. I never talked to others. One day he brought me a gift, it was the first actual genuine gift I received. I was so happy. I remember smiling all day. I never enjoyed school, home, living to be exact. I was highly suicidal looking back at it. But I remember thinking that night and after playing the video game with him. I wasn't thinking about dying, I wasn't staying up. If this is living i want to live! I slept that night, I ate lunch that day and dinner. When I was a kid I didn't eat anything but dinner, nothing tasted good to me. But this time it was delicious.
We weren't rich and I often got hit for not eating at school, for coming home with full lunches was my mom's excuse to my dad and I was hit more for my bratty behavior, for being evil is what I remember my mom calling me. That day I was hit, even when I ate. But it didn't hurt it wasn't painful at all, I didn't respond to anything, I was so happy.
I couldn't play the video game anymore. My sister snitched on me. I don't blame her. I was ostracized at that house, she was also abused, but I was perceived as a kid who would laugh at others who got hurt. Who didn't love anyone in the house. Who lacked empathy. I'm just judging by the things I was told. She was hit more, I was ostracized more.
I couldn't play with that boy anymore. I remember telling him and not being able to look at him. He took out a piece of paper and scribbled a bunch of numbers, he told me it was his number. I didn't have a phone, but I couldn't tell him. He looked at me sulking and asked why I didn't call him, after my explanation he just sulked and told me it was fine.
We got into a fight about him not being stupid. He told me he was a million times more stupid than me. I told him it wasnt true. And by the end of it he told me he was sorry for being a failure. Looking back, he had major self-esteem issues and I think I might have been a factor, pulling him down with me.
What hurts even more than abuse inflicted by someone you love is realizing that they abused you and having to accept it, trying to hate them, but not being able to because you're told it's wrong to do that. I wanted to kill my parents. I wouldn't have to deal with them if I did that. I wouldn't be held as accountable since I was 8. I knew that. I didn't do it though. One day I went to school with a bruise on my nose bridge. My mom asked me why I didn't say goodbye to her, why I didn't talk to her, what happened to my face, as if she couldn't accept the fact that she did this. I know what she went through as a child, much worse than me, I can empathize with what she went through, she needed someone to get her to America, to escape, but at the same time doesn't know what she wants. And is left with this child, these children, with a man she doesn't love, and not being able to do what she wanted to do in life. She always wanted to be independent, but now she can't and her parents disowned her. But I'm still angry.
I was mocked by my teachers, by my friends, random kids, that day I wanted to go through with my plan. I would've, but that boy didnt laugh at me, he didn't mock me. I remember, he was sitting next to my chair on the carpet doing an assignment and knocked on my chair. I looked at him and he smiled at me. He knocked on my chair again and looked away as if he didn't do it. That day during free time I laid my head down on my desk and was thinking about the plan, I wasn't going through with it, but thought about doing it. He tapped the desk I looked up and he smiled at me. And then asked if I wanted to play a board game with another friend in the secluded room that was meant for reading and testing. I got up and he giggled and we played for until the period was over. I remember him touching my hand and then looking down and then awkwardly giggling while smiling.
I didn't think about the plan for the rest of that day, I was happy that day. I didn't do it that day and ultimately realizing it wasn't worth it when people like that were there. I convinced myself I wasnt being abused because I was happy. I denied it. That year I was able to look at myself in the yearbook. I was able to sleep that year and eat.
The next year someone online told me that I was being abused and told me that they were sorry. They apologized to me so much and told me not to hate myself. It wasn't my fault. They were only a few years older than me and they were trying to convince me not to hate myself. I was breaking down during class. He lent me a book to read and I accidently spilt ink on it. I just gave him it back. Too afraid to say anything. I stopped enjoying things. But I wanted help. I started hanging out with family friends, eventually telling them the situation. Nothing was solved, I lost nearly all my friends and didn't get help. I didn't eat that day, was hit, then grounded. I respected myself more, I didn't hate myself, I wasn't suicidal, and didn't want to kill. I wanted my parents to feel worse than I do. I hated being hit and degraded. I was scared that cps would separate me from my siblings.
After I left the school I remember becoming deceptive. So once I committed suicide they would feel more pain than I did. I wasn't hit and degraded after that. One day I cut myself to see if they would do anything, help me. Nothing, I wasn't hugged, I wasn't told that they loved me, they never apologized, but they asked me what I wanted to do with my life if it's only purpose was to die, I asked myself what I wanted to do, I saw nothing, I know nothing about myself. During quarantine I helped myself with mental health because I have a reason to be deceptive anymore. The reality of it is that they wouldn't care, I have to accept that and recognize those who do care. I realized that without this boy, I would probably become a murderer, he helped me disocosiate with my plan. Now I got better in studies and I got the opportunity to finish college early, since I can't get a scholarship (won't be able to pay intrest) I could still earn college credits and finish school without much trouble. I'll leave soon. I want to thank him so badly, I don't know how I would do that. I don't know where to look or any leads. I found an account of his on social media, but it's probably old, I friended him, it was worth a shot. But regardless, I'm grateful. I don't know where I'd be today, or what mess I'd be in had I went through with my plan.
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2022.01.21 02:31 TESWUGDAI I’ve given up on a new album

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2022.01.21 02:31 FroggyPlays44 Finnaly got the platinum trophy for The Crew 2!

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2022.01.21 02:31 David__33706 Horror books for beginners.

Hello. I would like to start reading books of thus genre. Can you recommend one’s that are easy to read (my level of English isn’t really good for reading complicated stories) and comparatively small.
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2022.01.21 02:31 Fittrik Upplever ni också förseningar?

Tjena! Jag undrar om någon annan ocksp har förseningar med sitt paket. Senaste gången jag köpte så kom det på 10 dagar men nu (25 dagar senare) står mitt nuvarande paket fortfarande i Kina. Någon annan?
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2022.01.21 02:31 RPGlover9 A good deal or not?

So RPG maker MZ is 80 on steam. Humble Bundle has it on sale for 53-ish I have a discount so I can get it for 42. Has anyone head or have gotten I bigger deal on it or is this the one?
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2022.01.21 02:31 Ghostpumpkin I think the sun wants to kill us

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